What do I enjoy about design? What am I passionate about? What do I want to do? Where do I want to be? Who am I? These are important questions that are rather difficult for me to answer. And this upsets me. Simple questions like, ‘what do I want to do’ or ‘where do I want to be’ are things that easily put me deep in thought and get over analyzed, where I then usually end up going crazy and end up either forgetting what I was thinking about or get depressed over the smallest things.
Being open minded has been/is important to me. I enjoy listening to opinions and new ideas on different subjects. I thought this way of thinking would lead to me to strong opinions toward my beliefs and ideas (and maybe it will over time), but instead it has lead me to become neutral about a lot of things. At the same time, I usually tend to feel strongly about both sides of a debate and have a hard time committing to and I like to understand and learn from every experience. That being said, I’m not quite sure what I’m passionate about and what I enjoy the most about design and I don’t like that. It might be hard to believe, but I enjoyed every assignment I’ve had at this school. All of them! I guess this means I just like the practice of design. –Experimenting, theory, communication, narrative… etc.
Because of our class Visual Advocacy, I really do care about the environment. I’ve always been interested in the earth and weather as well as, how people live there lives and humanity, but because of the knowledge I’ve gained and sources this class has lead me to, I now think differently and do want to make a difference. More than anything, I want other people to share the same opinion. Although I am very interested in sustainable design and culture jammers/guerilla design, I’m more interested in the other aspects of being green – the lifestyle and practice of caring about earth outside of graphic design. I can see how this type of thinking and designing can play a role in every aspect of design so, going forth with a semesters project dedicated specifically to green design, doesn’t really spark my interest.
Looking back at the design classes I’ve taken these past years, other non-design classes, and college in general, I’ve decided I really enjoy narrative… which, I know is very broad. The idea of what graphic design is – visual communication, is super interesting. Sharing, Listening, and Learning are three things that are important to me and is what I want this next semester to be dedicated to. Ranging in the different ways to communicate, through non-linear narratives like, posters and the many ways of image making, to linear narratives like, motion graphics, informational graphics, editorial design, and even interactive, the story telling and experiencing aspect of graphic design is what interests me.
What gets me excited, are the different kinds of stories people share and even more exciting, the ways we can share and ways to view stories… especially nontraditional ways… which I’m not sure what that would be. The B-flat video we saw early this semester is an exciting project I immediately fell in love with. What I’m interested in is both how it came about/ how it’s generated/created (web 2.0) and how easy it works, to how it works, as well as what is it, what are the ways to view it, and what it is doing to you as the viewer (how it makes you feel). Although I enjoying learning and questioning both the ‘how’ and the ‘what’, I feel the ‘what’ is something I’m more interested in. I want to raise questions, excite people, and just make people feel something.
Changing the world isn’t what I want this project to be focused on. I’m looking to do something on a smaller scale and something more personal. I almost want this to be a project just for me, not about me, but something self-expressive. I feel I can be an advocate for many things, once I learn about them. But, I’m truly not an advocate for anything really… am I? I want this to be okay, because at this point, I feel bad about this and I feel like I’m lost.
This paper seems to be about self discovery, and I’m not sure if I’m interested in this as a topic or if I’m just confused about my own life. My mind really wonders. So, I’ll just end with what I’m interested in. I collect and record (not a lot). I record my habits and time spent… I’m not really sure why, though, also collect/record images and sounds. Perhaps I do this because I enjoy seeing the progression of things (to see the story of something). Experimenting, color theory, information graphics, editorial design, and sound and motion. This paper was to figure out why… don’t think I did that.




























